i want it all i want to breathe

i want it all i want to breathe

i want to feel and want to see

everything you hide from me

just give me something to puke up in

something to wrap up all of my sin

because i’m ready to undress

and leave all of your messiness

find me like real medicine

feed me wodka, beer and gin

let me eat all god forbids

let me feel how well it fits

cloth me with gold and silver

make my dreams be filled with stars

find me money and a fountain

mountains, lakes and fancy cars

spilling out with grease and salt

fill it up with taste and dirt

cover my body up in cream

and make it hot with fire and steam

fill me up ride me to heaven

let it swell and count til seven

burst out all your aching love

send me down and up above

uncover all those stupid layers

thought up by some old man’s brain

give me something new to play with

take me out into the rain

roughen up my childish squeaks

make me feel my fear for real

hear it growl and thrill like thunder

until I understand deep down under

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