Tag: poem

those years are gone they won’t come back those loves are lost so are their tracks just give it up is what they say forget it all and live today but how am i suppose to live without anything to give what if i’m craving every hour feeling like I‘ve lost my power those years…

i got this voice inside my head and all it ever is is mad yelling screaming angry orders i’m so sick and tired of her do stay busy don’t come near me ask no questions just ignore me leave me hanging stay distracted it will hurt but you won’t feel it everyday i try to…

i want it all i want to breathe i want to feel and want to see everything you hide from me just give me something to puke up in something to wrap up all of my sin because i’m ready to undress and leave all of your messiness find me like real medicine feed me…

for as long as i know i’ve always been afraid to give it all away without ever getting paid and ever since i can recall i shrunk in comparison wheighing other people their wealth their health their fun slowly getting out of sight clever minds lost in the night forgoing any sense of self dream…

is there maybe anyone who wants to adopt me as my mom can I maybe write an ad to find me someone like a dad the job will not require much maybe an embrace, a touch don’t worry there won’t be much to do beside the occasional ‘how are you’ Once i was a baby…

i learned to look through different eyes so scared of emotions they all got denied covered up my identity my hopes and dreams of being free to break and to love it to cry like i mean it truly feeling my emotions as the fuel on which my heart runs cancelling the outer voice love…

never knew that there would beparadise under the seawrapped inside your arms of greenso much of what i’d never seen a world of colour scents and soundsstill can’t get my head aroundwants to be touched be loved be heardwants to be drenched in dark red dirt leave me now and stay foreverleave me now and…